musings of the heartland gal

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

the weekend is hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u dunno how happie i am that the weekend is finallie here n it's a long weekend!! hehehehhe!! happiest day since work started!! lol (like duh) ..

im here to put up more potos n more potos n more potos!!!

omg.. i soooo love the emo potos tt ah club took on thursday!!! (: (: (: met them on thurs nite. .actuallie to pass ethel n lee things.. b4 dey leave korea.. n i onli intended to stay a while! !like reallie a while like 830 den go home le.. but alas! i stayed until 10pm!! OMG OMG OMG!! sigh.. which resulted in me not being able to wake up the next day and spending TWENTY bucks on cab the morning!! boo hoo hoo. .xin tong.. den da cab uncle had to tell me ghost stories la!! OMG OMG OMG!! ok! potos!!

i love love the flyer behind!! n the whole setting of this placE!!

coloured or black n white! i prefer the black n white! hahahah.. my hp wallpaper now!! =D



ah club are emo-kias!





aiming for artistic shots now:



wah.. .take potos at this place damn pissed! stupid harvey norman claim that it's their land n we cant take the poto.. please lor im sure the lamp n ceiling dun belong to them..it was there wayyy before them ok! hmphs! angry! but we understand that the security guard was doing her job la.. but still!!! =( boo!

ok!! now w our faces in the v nicely lit toilet!! all the potos look good!!


(cant upload lee n ethel's poto!!)

den a sneak shot while ethel went to top up her card! hahaha.. we habour the thought of pang seh-ing her (again) n hide somewhere.. lol! oh in case ure wondering y anna dun appear in potos above.. tt's cos she's working!! BWAHAHAHAHA.. =p



chalet potos:

(pre-chalet)



1st nite: waiting for lee to come, nite cycling + waiting for ppl to bathe!


gasp! who turned us into nemo!


falling aslp while waiting for anna... taking soooooo longggg... zzzz....




while waiting for lee to bathe.. we had a quick one! hahhahaha...


oohhhh!! have to go out le!! will blog about the rest of the days!! hehehe.. n mani mani other things!!!!

but b4 i go!!

poto of the bread my mother bot for me!!! my fav bread!! touched!! T_T (favourite child!! ;) right bro bro! hahahhah)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! dey dun let me post up my bread!! im so sad!!!! but nvm i know it can le!!!

It's been a good day today n im thankful for that! (:

This morning was on the way to the train station n i heard my 五月天小太阳 and i told myself today will be a good day! (: Hehe..

And whee! happy happy day! Work was good! I think it's really nice to apply what you have learnt in school.. really makes you feel yea! i didnt learn wad i learn in school for nothing.. today i was evaluating the audible hearts website.. which is similar to what i have learnt in marcom! (: hehe.. happie happie! den also looked around forums n websites for ideas to put in audible hearts website..

when i was looking around forums i saw sth vvvv funnie n i tot it's vvv good!! LOL..

so as u know.. ntu's slogan is With NTU, I take the lead and nus' slogan is That's the difference between them N'US?

So this smart person online put this:

With NTU, I take the lead
That's the difference between them N'US

WAHAHA.. i was sooo amused la!! LOL. . especially since im a proud member of ntu n ntu open house! this ting totallie made my day! HAHHA.. was also looking at some things on the forums.. got some websites got like bgr articles.. lol!

oo! n also applied letter writing skills! (: hehe..

the main happy thing today is i applied what I've learnt in school to real life! (:

ohhhh!! but something horrible happen today! ive concluded tt i HATE train rides in the morning!! :( was squashed liek a sardine la! damn sian. .soemore i was squashed in between two guys?! and i felt so violated! like i dunno la.. jus feel like im being pressed against 2 guys!! den it's reallie sooo squeezy no space to move one lor! hai! n then i tot.. ya.. tt's y i dun liek clubbing.. hai!!! =( shall try to catch earlier train. .den got seats.. n dun need to squeeze.. boo hoo hoo! which is y i liek to take buses too..

oh n so funnie la.. i alwaes fall aslp on the bus back.. den i'll lean on the glass to slp..den the next day tt part will like pain.. i itnk cos i keep knocking against the glass when the bus jerk.. but the ting is i din feel aniting cos im too sound aslp! ahaha!

so yup!! . aniwae today's been a good day!!

i hope i dun look back and regret.. why didnt i just do it.. like nike saes.. hmmm.. once bitten twice shy..

i tink the most useful ting i learnt in research method was that..

Correlation doesnt equate to causality..

hahhaha.. like it can apply to alot of things lor.. like there might be a r/s but it might not be the cause of it.. cannot reallie tink of ani examples but yep! hahahha..

and this song just came to my head! it's funnie how english songs are getting stuck to my heaD!! LOL.. like will jus wake up with this songs in my head!! woke up w "qing ai de na bu shi ai qing".. n also reminded of the high school musical song tt day.. hahahha..

"Words"

Smile, an everlasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you gone
Cause that would bring a tear to me
This world has lost it's glory
Lets start a brand new story
Now my love
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say...
It's only words
And words are all I have
To take your heart away

Talk, in everlasting words
And dedicate them all, to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say...

[Chorus, repeat]

Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da da

This world has lost it's glory
Let's start a brand new story
Now, my love
You think that I don't even mean
a single word I say...

[Repeat chorus twice]

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你最近还好吗
挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候
比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
 TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!@_@

i must sae this first...

AHHHHHHH...

*bang wall bang wall!!!*

ok.. finish screaming le.. hehe..

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must talk about ah club chalet!! IN BRIEF!!lol.. cos i intend to slp at 11!!! n now is 1040 alr!!!

firstly must thank my dear AH LEE for booking the chalet!! love ya!!! (: reallie appreciate your effort n money!! (: lup you!!

and seriously i tink the best best ting tt came out of the chalet was talking to her!!! like.. ya!! especially our night walk on fri nite/earlie morning!! from simei to tm! (: we finallie found the answer!! *Snap fingers!!* ;) hehehe.. ya lor.. den also watching all the shows w her!! OMG.. we laugh our asses off!! WAHAHAHHA.. so hilarious!! (: would love to do it again!! (: love this girl so much!! (: LUP!!!!!!!!!

hahaha.. but of cos not forgetting the rest of ah club!! ah de n ah na!! HAHAH.. had fun w ah na on the first night while waiting for ah leE!! HAHAHAH.. our video!! OMG!! so entertaining!! =D .. den also playing our game of life!! HAHAH..

but sadly the chalet had onli the full ah club when we slept.. -_-.. hahha.. oh n playing game of life! LOL.. i was the first to get married n have kids! LOL.. poor anna had no kids n lee got 2 boys!! lol.. ah de had 1 girl too!! LOL.. so fun! hahah.. n our whether guy or girl shd drive the car so funnie!! (:

hahaha.. OOOOHHH!!n  how can i forget wild wild wet!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER SUPER SUPER FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!so so so totaly enjoyed it!!! (: whee!! it was relalie GOOD!!! i love water!!! (: hahaha.. BUT!!there was one HORRIBLE SLIDE!!!yikes!! it was like a pitch dark slide la omg!!! scariest in the sense tt it's reallie freak u out kind!! i had to tel myself to keep breathing la!! n imaghine u stuck there also no one know.. haha.. and wild wild wet ppl are reallie BORED!!each lifeguard got diff kind of antics to disturb us la!! LOL.. n itink we screamed the most when we went down the many ppl slide!! LOL.. so funnie.. n the tsunami ride was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fun!! omg omg omg!! i love wild wild wet!! though if we pay so not worth it!! hahah. .i dun mind going again!! =DDDD (if it's free! LOL.. or half priceD!!!)

heheh.. den we sent ah de off to BKK!!! her DREAMland..LOL.. im sure she'll be HAPPIE over there!!!~

hahaha.. n u know how i love "quarrelling" with ah lee? LOL!! like we'll argue over this fact.. she'll sae i sae sth den i sae no!! it's like tt!! n we'll both insist tt we're right!! LOL.. n i tink we did it like mani mani timeS!! like mebeb 5 times? LOL.. den we'll like "piss" each otehr off but we know it's harmless!! LOL.. lup this girl man!! but we shd so record wad we sae next time!! (:

whee! i love ah club!! was looking at potos now n i miss ah club every sat!! we used to be meeting this timing every sat!! boo!!!! hahhaa..

ok!! i tink i shd go n brush teeth prepare for bed le!! nitey!!!

try #2!

lol..

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky

You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him. It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out.

just a short post b4 i go n catch my beauty slp!! ahh.. these few days SOOOO shag!!!dont feel too true tho!! LOL.. mebbe cos im slpy!! hahahha. .take again lateR!=D

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

AHHH!!

so excited for ah club chalet!! we haven met PROPERLY for soooo long!! =D

whee..!!

we'll be waiting for u ah de!! U'll b in our minds!! =D wheee!!

gambatte!!!!!

onli 1 more day!!

den chalet, bkk, korea for u!!!

escape, wild wild wet, cycling, talking, beach..

here i come!! (:

oo!! n going to take poto w doraemon on sat!! AHH!! how exciting!! =D

You Are A Girl!

Are you ever serious? Well, you're seriously playful. And guys are attracted to your girlish spirit and all the fun that follows. Your girlish, temper, however... well, they could live without that. Not to worry though, you never stay upset for long. It's off to the next adventure.

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You Should Live in a Small Town

You prefer a close knit community to the bustle of the city. You like locally owned businesses, local flavor, and friendly neighbors. There's nothing boring about a small town!

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Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

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People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

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You Are 39% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

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You Are 80% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

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Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride

"Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind." For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one. You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun. Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic

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Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

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You are 60% Libra

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You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life. You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones. But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does. You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.

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Your True Love Is a Capricorn

Why you'll love a Capricorn: Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart. Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one! Why a Capricorn will love you: You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait. Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.

Try #2(cos i got 2 answers to some questions!):

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

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Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

I suddenlie miss having my long hair! HAHAHA..

mebbe cos i look better w long hair! LOL.. altho i have bad bad hairdays when i have long hair n it looks qiao.. but i still prefer my long hair!! haha.. looks more gu niang..n now like take potos dun look v nice!! boo hoo hoo.. but it's ok! it's growing!! soon it'll be long again!! =D

wa think first dae of bali was good good GOOD hairday!!

You Are Apple Pie

You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional. You prefer things the way you've always known them. You'll admit that you're old fashioned, and you don't see anything wrong with that. Your tastes and preferences are classic. And classic never goes out of style. Those who like you crave security. People can rely on you to be true to yourself - and true to them. You're loyal, trustworthy, and comfortable in your own skin. And because of these qualities, you've definitely earned a lot of respect.

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You Are the Ace of Hearts
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Youthful and playful, you love life and the world.

You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know.



Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors.

And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel.



You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep.

You are easily swept away and easily hurt.



A gamble you should take: Blackjack



Your friends would describe you as: Unique



Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy



If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer
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today was a family family day! ahhaha..

wanted to go some island in malaysia with my mother n sister(who took off) but in the end the boat couldnt find enuff ppl to set off.. HAHAHAH.. need 12 ppl den the boat will go but din have leh!we wait 2 hour onli got 5 ppl including us..lol! so in da end we din go..

den went to tamp aft tt to eat swensons!! hahah. .fries,baked rice n choc fondue! woo!! yummy!! da fondue is woah!! hahah.. my first fondue! hehe..

den aft tt wanted to go cycle de!! (my craving!!) den we went to ECP le.. den walk a long long time nvr buy bicycle kiosk.. -_- den we found one le.. but suepr super overpriceD! den i decided not to go la.. den aft tt we wanted to find our  wae out but it was soo ulu.. den we walked a lot of diff streets..den aft tt we went to teo heng to sing! =D sing sing!! bt onli 2 hours la.. den aft tt come home le! (:

hehe.. happie day today!! (:

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart yeah!!
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

hahaha..

felt the mood to blog.. until i went online shopping.. lol!wanted to blog long long long de! wahhaha..

aniwae.. yea..

yest went for OH outing! went to eat buffet at sakura.. but tink we all go eat buffet like waste the money cos we like eat soooo little! HAHAH.. we even had to play zhong ji mi ma to finish off the food la! LOL.. so funnie.. but it was fun to see all of dem again! like woah.. den dey went to play mj..=( den i cannot go cos got ndp! sians! missed the fun! but bo bian la.. hahah.. and dey celebrated george's bdae too! happie birthday!!! oh rocks!!seeing them makes me tink about oh next yr! HAHAHA. .so exciting..kinda wondering if i shd go run for chair.. lol! but like so lai zhe bu zou.. n like a bit busy.. dunno la.. still got the hols to tink it thru!

hehe..

all the potos are with waifun!!so will wait for her to send! hehehe.. (:

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den on sat went for nerd's bdae party!! hahhaa.. tt bimbo's party was themed "pretty in pink" like so apt! HAHAHA. .but i came later cos i had family dinner.. den aft tt waited for cher to pass her the cable.. hahah..den missed the shuttle but luckily maro gave me a lift! hehe.. den there was a jam at the downtown east there.. -_- .. but ok la! had the chance to catch up with cher! hahhaha.. soooo long nvr see her le can! hahah. .such a drastic change from when i used to see her almost everyday! kinda miss hall life too.. boo! i tink quite sian to see everyone bonded in hall when u're like out.. hahhaha..

mellie! i have some potos here w me! hahaha.. one blur one! !buT!!! i cant upload it! argh! dunno y.. haiyo..

anw.. da party was a great time to catch up with everyone! v nice to see everyone again. .haha.. like keep seeing the 101-ners cos of parties.. (: nice.. hahha. .happie happie.. den catch up with them.. talk rubbish.. recap about old times.. (: happie happie! i love my frens! (: wheeee...! 

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b4 tt went for my family dinner at sakae! here are some potos!



so weird!! i dunno y some potos cannot upload here.. hmms..

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went out w my dear ah club(minus ethel who is still havin exams but we had u in our minds!!) hahaha.. we went to anchorpoint to help me shop for my clothes cos there got factory outlet! hahahha.. yay! den bot a few things at g2000.. den aft tt went to ikea den aft tt eat ka li kuay/laksa! lol! n ate mac's b4 tt w anna's points! hahaha. .den aft tt lee neeeded to go to work!! =( boo.. den me and anna went to orchard to walk walk.. hahaha.. wa.. i was wearing wedges tt day n my legs was so suan by the end of the day la! lol! never ever shop in aniting except flats! den da unsympathetic anna said im lousy! hmphs! she wore flats lo! HAHAHHA.. indignant me! lol.. spent quite a lot of $ today! ahhhh.. =X .. but it's all for a good cause! my working clothes! LOLs.. hehe.. 

ok i decided onli one poto pass my QC!! wahahaha!!



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ndp was fun yest!! me n anna both know the steps le!! =D whee!! but i hit my finger too hard.. HAHHAH.. n i kinda injured it.. pain pain now! LOL.. so funnie i tink me,anna,johan n li jing are one clique now! hehhe.. but the aunties all so frenlie!! nice nice! (: 

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oo!! tt day i was clearing my cupboard.. den i cleared sooo much jc notes awae la omg!! it's like sooo high! n i had 8 files for jus 4 subj la!! tink cos arts den alot of reading.. den maths got maths 1 n 2.. den omg!!


woahhhs!!

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oh! here are some potos of mugging! HAHAHA.. including one tt i was so bored n i just rearranged my pencil box! HAHAHA..n ethel's act cute maggie mee eraseR!



random potos of ndp n on teh way!


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some pictues of sch!


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=D

wanted to blog this last time but lazy..

aniwae..

anna likes seafood but not chicken!!! (boo hoo hoo)

and as quoted from her.. 'i always sleep around on the train!'

hehhehe..

ok la.. totallie random but ya..!LOL..

aniwae got my new pone! lg viewty.. hehe.. sae goodbye to my old faulty like to off itself pone!

hello potos!

ok... short random post.. will blog more enxt time! (:

HAI.

opening my ntu mailbox yesterday was super depressing. saw the email that the girl passed awae. there have been emails about her since a while ago. the emails a while ago were to ask for bone marrow donations for her.

then. thereafter also received email from esther asking us to help cos actually that girl is her bf's sister. then i was like shocked. cos i know who the bf is also, ahs n mj one. den totallie shock. like omg. that's like so close. like you would think usuallie this kinda story is like far awae and not so close.

den it jus made me very depressed to see the news that she passed away already. can imagine the agony the whole family is in. and that time esther said that the bf's sister's bf is all the way from sec sch. it's like you found true love and then it had to end.

this world is full of unpredictable things. it's scary how there's no rule of being too young to die. it's scary how  fast a life can be taken away.

when we were young, the biggest obstacle in life is not having that toy that we so love. as we grow older, we thought our biggest obstacle is studies, stress, love etc.. but actually in fact each day we are fighting brave battles against any potential illnesses.

we should really be counting our blessings that our loved ones and ourselves are healthy and able and able to enjoy the simple things in life.

HAI.

still feel quite depressed everytime i think of the incident. =(

may we all stay healthy and know how blessed we are.

harlow world! 

exams are overrrrrr!! (ok.. ethel is so gonna kill me for saying this but you hang on in there! in a while tt'll b you exclaiming this! :D) 

ok la.. actuallie to me exams were quite over after accounting paper..LOL..cos open book ma.. den abit can talk cok.. =X ..

but i tot today's paper is wayyyyy better den my imc paper.. hahhaha.. mebbe got mayday inspiration! (ok there i go again! heheh..)

but today felt less withdrawal symptoms alr! hehe.. now i listen to their songs to go to school.. actuallie onli listen to one song.. my emo song! hahahha.. addicted to it! 

and yay!! mayday song is #1 on 933's chart! =D happie happie! rocks man!

i love that song too!! xiao tai yang! (:

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anw was talking to anna about marriage yesterday.. cos she was saying now in uk/us(i cant rem.) got a marriage contract thingy of 5 years.. so i guess like u marry le den not happie jus split so it's not like a wedding? i duno how exactly it works too. .den i was telling her tt i tink marriage is just a piece of a paper.. like i tink it's just a ceremony lo.. den i was telling her tt i tink it would be even sweeter if it can be a love that goes beyond what a paper can represent.. like i feel the piece of paper is just for extra assurance.. like hey you wont run awae.. n u're mine.. so wont yr love be even greater if u can have a love that sustains beyond the paper? like you dun feel obliged cos of the paper.. that you want to be with the person and you dont need a paper to prove your love for each other? that you know and he knows deep inside that you guys are meant for each other.. shouldnt tt be enough? 

i tink the basic thing that getting married in singapore is to apply for a flat.. so ya.. lol..

but i mean marriage is an attractive ting la. .like u can dress up.. be a bride.. and feel everyone's blessings for you.. but im saying it's not necessary.. tink it kinds of lessens the love you have with your partner..(in a weird wae)

and i tink i alwaes sae i wana get married and have kids.. but i tink i more of meant i wanna find my life partner! haha.. tink saying tt i wanna get married places too much emphasis on marriage when i mean finding that special someone.. (: 

i tink it would be great to find a love that transcends what the paper can represent.. that dont need a paper to reaffirm.. 

hahahhaa.. but ya la.. it's not as nice in real life to be able to find such love la.. cos you'll never know wad.. at least got paper to prove he loves u and wanna be with you n that he's not there to bluff u.. lol! so skeptical.. wahhaha! 

but it is romantic ot have proposals n wedding! hahaha..

and i remember ll saes this once.. which i tot was quite interesting..

"everyone hopes to marry the person they love but i hope to love the person i marry"

yep!
 

ok.. i know i have been going on and on about mayday but it's that bad!!!!!!

ahh.. mayday withdrawal symptoms!! boo hoo hoo.. last nite i jsut came back from mayday.. like i will tink last nite at this timing wad was i doing.. i was so high.. i was so enjoy.. i saw them! ahhhh.. i tink it's v hard to get back tt kinda high feeling.. it's not the camps kinda high.. not tt kinda finish one event de high.. it's a whole new diff kinda immerse in music kinda high..

ahh.. i miss my mayday!

boo boo! bot the newspaper to look at the reports. .and hehe.. felt so happie to see the report. .hehe.. den got pictures n felt so nostalgic!!

oh ya! forgot to mention tt in the morning i woke up with muscle ache in the calves!! hahha. .cos yest jump too much le.. =X ahh.. da impact of it. .till now also aching.. must go n put gao yao bu later.. hehe.. ahh! mayday mayday!

ooh.. n on the wae home from kranji camp i was emo-ing! LOL. .cos the bus was dark dark one.. den the path was dark dark one. .den wah super nice to emo.. but i also dunno emo wad.. nothing in particular.. but .. ya.. hahhaa.. just emo-ed.. lol! tot about the concert.. tot about the past.. lol.. den reach le! lol..

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altho i went for ndp alone.. but today's ndp was goooood! hahah.. i finallie got it!!!!!!!! Whee.. and super happie super high..

made new frens w da aunties! hehehe.. especially talked to this auntie mabel who is super nice and suepr sociable..and it's so nice to see everyone in group 3 helping each other.. regardless of race or religion. .reallie reallie nice n heartwarming.. den we'll practise tog w the help of ricoh! hahaha.. he liek our mini leader like tt.. help to rehearse and all! ahh.. falling in love with grp 3! hehe.. den we learnt the whole dance le!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!! super excited now!! (: whee..

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den aft tt went to eat w my family at marina bay golf course there.. wa.. super quiet.. n can see the singapore flyer! so nice with all the lightings..woo hoo.. (:

nice! hahah. .very nice ambience.. but so inaccessible! LOL.. but nice nice!

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(lazy to reply comments..still emo-ing)

ahh! woke up feeling so happie.. but also cant exactly sae why i was happie.. like i know it was the experience from yesterday.. but i cant exactly sae which part? like u ask me to recall what happened yesterday i also can hardly tell you.. but what i can tell you for sure was that i had fun!

i felt so happie i felt like i can cry.. heheh.. i dunno y but ya! feel so xingfu from listening to their songs..

it's sooo therapeutic! feels so good! (:

hehehe..

i tink this song is wad i feel now.. hehhe! like woah.. the happiness!!

ahhh..

now im listening to mayday songs n i reallie feel sad!!!!!

sad tt it's over!

sad tt it was onli 3.5 hours!

sad tt i cant high!!

ahhh..

mebbe it's more of a feeling of loss.. like i was so looking forward to it.. n it's over?!

ahhh..

我回到地球表面了!!

难以置信的high!!!

现在的感觉是快乐与伤感交叉。。

一方面真的真的真的很快乐，又再一次看到了五月天。。又再一次地被感动了。。
又再一次地听到了一首有一首动人的音乐。。好又震撼力哦!

但是又有一方面好伤感哦。。为什么那么快就完了。。要等待好久好久他们才会再
来!因为他们要去写歌了喔!好期待好期待他们的下一张专辑!!我要五月天!!!

觉得他们最厉害的是能带动正个场合。。让不同来历。。不同年龄。。不曾相识的
我们都因为热爱他们的音乐而一条心地一起欣赏着他们的表演。。他们也可以让我
们好high 好high哦!最喜欢他们鼓动我们一起"hey hey hey 跳起来!"

就像我妈妈很喜欢的说的。。往事只能回味!!!

ok. .shall blog in english now.. hahah.. i tink vvv slow in chinese.. lol!

anw celebrated masha' bdae at the concert today!! so happei to sing bdae song for him! but tink his hair is getting too long! AHAHAH.. aniwae he made this yellow joke at the concert today.. cos his bday.. den he sae no bday cake.. den dey were joking ask guan you to go n be the bdae cake.. den masha ask guan you to go n lie down n be the cake and ask his candle to rise up... ya.. if u get the joke.. lol! den aft tt he pretend to sae rubbish la den he was saying aiyo. .tot singaporeans very innocent one! LOL. .den ah xin v bad.. when reading the sponsors name den he was like asking masha to go n eat more impact mint.. cos it's endorsed by ... den he nvr complete the sentence den the fans shout "liang jing ru!!" LOL.. super super funnie!

anw today saw a v talented shi tou playing a song he wrote for his little kid! super touching super cute!! ahhh.. he like so full time papa! so nice!!!!! den somemore today saw the youtube videos of him n his wife.. ahhh!!den super funie. .cos need to read sponsors name then deir english all sux la! LOL.. so ah xin dunno how to read some names den try to get masha to read but he also dunno.. den ask shi tou den shi tou was like anihow read and make it sound  v excited... lol! cartoon!

hahha.. feel so tempted to buy his book n ah xin's book n go for autograph tmr! LOL.. but ok la.. i like their songs more than the people themselves.. so yep!

den ah xin was so funnie n shuai as usual! (: heheh.. if onli i got the better seats den can touch his hand! but ok la.. im happie cos im there for the music not for them! LOL.. AND OMG HE SANG 洋葱!!!!!!!!!!suepr super super super nice!!!!

i tink guan you is super dman cute!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhaa.. as in he v poor ting de cute.. alwaes kanna bullied.. n alwae sso blur n like so even tempered.. hahahha!! n got the wen jing de cuteness.. hahhaha..

den guai shou was shuai as usual too!! din reallie hear him talk much todya.. hahaha..

but the STAGE IS DAMN DAMN COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!cos this time they had a 360deg stage in the middle of the indoor stadium.. so they kinda changed stage halfwae.. haha. .den dey were super supe rsuper clsoe to the first row ppl!!!!!! den i was like wooo!! hahah. .but i quite pity them la.. kanna touched by all the ppl. .den feel so molested.. hahaha.. wa wa! if i had camera den i will post potos.. my potos sux la. .so mebbe see online or wad have anot.. but im glad we nvr bring camera too! hahahha.. cos i tink if have will be too focused on taking potos n not soaking up the experience! =D

whee whee! high high.. ! n i just let myself go n enjoyed! i tink i look like siao char bor! anw so proud i know how to sing most of their songs!!! except the more ulu ulu ones la.. hehehe.. but i tink today dey nvr realie star ton a high note.. hahah. .cos the front songs a bit leng men. .den onli a few songs later den warm up more.. hehe.. but still high till the end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! esp. 离开地球表面!! woo woo woooooo!!! equally as enjoyable as the last concert!!!!!!!!!! =DDDD

i love mayday!! <3!! cant wait for their next album!!!!!! wheee..!

there was one point of time that i was OVERWHELMED by my emotions.. which is when they sang my emo song! den i was sooo overwhelmed i cried..lol! i felt the urge to cry loud loud.. like boo hoo hoo cry.. but of cos nvr la.. cos so paisei! (oh btw thanks for the tissue) .. this song is one that's laden with meanings..with emotions. .when they played the music to this song i was like omg wad song is this! so familiar sounding..den dey sang the first line den i OMGGGGGGG.. it's the song i have been waiting for.. i was waiting for this song to be played at the last concert..(it would have had more significance) but they didnt'.. n i din quite expect them to play it at this concert.. n it was a overwhelming shock.. ya.. and it din bring back memories but it brot back the feeling of this song.. like omg.. all the feelings i felt when i listened to this song last time came back.. n it was woah.. adn at that moment.. i got the realisation again why i like them so much.. it's cos their lyrics ar so so so apt.. so close to heart.. tt it speaks of my feelings.. n of cos it brot me abck to the fundamental reason why i started knowing mayday and liking mayday.. hai.. emo emo.. den i was vv high before this song.. den it kinda brot my mood down a bit cos emo ma! but aft tt got back the mood again.. but the song nvr left my head since the concert.. and the fact that they played this song made my money super super super super worth! EVEN IF the concert was not nice.. hearing this song is ENOUGH.. this song is reallie laden with so much meaning n emotion.. n dey singing it live made it even more significant..


and so it was over in about 3.5 hours.. which means about 50 for each hour.. but it's super super worth it.. i itnk it's worth much more than that.. and i still do kinda wish tt i had bot more ex tickets.. but im satisfied! (: mayday totallie rocks! n dey sang my other fav. song too!! 最重要的小的事!! ahh.. bliss!

他们唱出了我的心声!!

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went to kallang leisurepark b4 tt to eat w janice,ken n wk.. first time see it have soo mani ppl! hahah.. saw eva n zhen yang n caryn(i tink) there too!so shocking to see them! hahah. n we were at the same entrance but pity din see them during the concert.. hhahaha.. and kallang leisure park so lousy! dun have posb/dbs atm! wa lao.. ifirst time hear leh.. shd have lo! tt's da most common bank!

anw was late in meeting them again.. =X sorry ppl!! =X den waited quite long for the bus to go there too.. den aft eating met janice fren.. isabelle.. den we went for the concert! wk was so excited.. more excited den me lo.. lol.. and he gave me a doraemon sticker for good luck! thanks!!

den took the stadium bus home! so cool! but they charge me adult fare instead of students fare! ARGH.. cheat my $! but reach home so fast! hehe..

ohhh.. n i nvr lose my voice this time!! HAHAHa.. tink i know how to use diaphragm..lol!but still a bit sore la.. hehe..

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你和我 看星星 那夜空 多神秘
天很黑 风很急 你把我抱的很紧

沉默的 银河系 因为你 有意义
你要是 落硎w 世界都要下雨

雨 降落在大地
我安静倾听 却无法领悟 你为何放弃

带走回荡的回忆 你像流浪的流星
把我丢在黑夜 想著你
你要离开的黎明 我的眼毕b眼睛
下定决心我决定 用恒星的恒心 等你 等你

等著你 等著你 等著你 等著你

那一年 的花季 那一刻 的呼吸
那一生 的旅行 因为你动魄惊心

我不是 很聪明 我以为 我可以
守护你 一直到 最后一丝呼吸

我 只是没发现
故事已结局 你早已离去 我还在坚定

老了 累了 倦了 变了 那不会是我 不会是我